Fireworks and dogs...

Molly dog is scared shitless... err in guess I should say pissless. They usually go out at 10pm. And well, molly won't go be. Too many fireworks. She doesn't like them at all. She's been running around shaking all evening...
Oh yeah. No kids coming to my apartment for halloween. No tricks or treats here for kids... heehee.

Happy friday

Today I only worked for 4.5 hours. Then topped up my day with some banked overtime hours. And fucked off outta vancouver at 1pm. I rented a car cause the barnicle is not a reliable at the moment. Having friends in high places I got a kick ass deal on it. Plus they upgraded me to a suv from a compact at no charge. That 2011 ford explorer is a nice drive. Thinking of buying one of them... they nice.
Anyways... I'm in the village of ashcrof at my parents house. Its nice to get out of the bullshit of vancouver once in a while... giggity.

Plane crash

Well holy shit. I'm glad I decided to do my exercises at home today. I had played with the idea of going to the gym after leah left for cache creek today.
And you know what happened. On the corner or russ baker way and gilmour (the route I take to the gym) a plane crashed about an hour ago or so... pretty lucky, I could have been at that intersection an hour ago.
The odds are that I wouldn't have been involved... but still wow.

Strange days

Lately these days have been very stressful. From my mom being stressed cause she's burned out carrying the burden of her parents... not that's its a burden but there's more children out there that aren't doing fuck all. Sorry but the truth hurts.
And from my recent tough times... I'm not getting into my problems (I'm not going to air out my dirty laundry to blogger for all the world to see) cause its none of the internets business.
Anyways its feeling allot better lately. Strange still though.
On a high note though, my father is retiring at the end of the month and he's having a retirement lunch in kamloops on saturday. Way to go dad. I'm excited for you and your new venture. Love ya pops.

Good times... good talks

I have always seeked insights or wisdom if you will from a guy that's pretty special to me. He has been there to offer advice when I need it or just listened when I need to spew shit out of my mouth. I got to talk to him today and he has told me things that I was already thinking. A little bit of assurance that I am not crazy or for lack of better term... fucked in the head.
That man is my Uncle Ron.
He has... I suppose, guided me through some shitty times in my life. Has helped me out with the good times too i.e... musically (helped to finance my bass amp)
Anyways I forgot totally where I was going and veered off topic.... oh yeah. I wanted to thank my uncle ron for influencing me in certain ways and helping me to see the other side of the spectrum.

Back on the blog

Some bullshit was happening 350 kilometers away. So I was asked to close down my blog. Sinced the bug was squished I'm sure I can turn this back on.
I'm glad some people that don't mean shit to me went ahead and got a fucking life.

At it again Mr. Horoscope

Capricorn
Oct 7 2011

You may be feeling insecure and worried about a relationship. It might be a romance, a friendship, or even a family association. You might think that this person has misunderstood you, and may not perceive you in your truest light. This bothers you, because you don't like to be misunderstood. And because there is uncertainty surrounding this important relationship, you fear that it might cause a rift between the two of you that could eventually lead to the end of it. But events of the coming days should serve to reassure you that everything is just fine.
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This was my horoscope for yesterday... wow.

Things are changing in my world if I like it or not. Time to accept it and let it ride... fuck yeah.
And oh, this was my horoscope for yesterday.

Capricorn
Oct 5 2011
Has a strange nervousness come over you, Capricorn? Do you find yourself struggling with any kind of change? If so, you are picking up vibrations from friction in the atmosphere. You are probably dealing with a time of turbulence in your life, but that doesn't mean it has to be a negative time for you. Things are changing - that's for sure. But change can be good. Think about the areas of your life that could use some evolution. There are a few things you would like to improve. While you may have a challenge or two to face in the days ahead, your path will ultimately grow quite peaceful and purposeful before long.

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Sometimes all ya got is family...

I would like to take this post to thank my brother for helping me out during a time where I would otherwise go bonkers.  My mind tends to wander a little too much. Abd he gave me some advice that calmed me down and gave me some understanding. Thanks bro.
Honorable mention my cousin Keri, t‘was good to get a girl perspective. Thanks cuz.

...the day of rest...

Aaah. Sunday the day of rest. For some... the day of being hung over. I was the driver lastnight so i'm not hung over. Had a really good night, got to meet some new people. Went over to shannon and jeffs house. They recently moved in together so they had a house warming party.

Taped a interview with George W. Bush in the tenth anniversary of the terroist attacks on 9/11. Its a pretty powerful documentary. It tells the story of what he was doing that day.

Lately I have been on the positive side of thinking of the next stage in life (wife, kids,and home ownership). And it does not scare the shit out of me. Looking around at other peoples kids used to make me think... screw that. Why would anyone want to bring a little human into this world. But for some reason, my mindset has changed.  I want all those things. The happiness I see in others with kids. etc...

Changes

I suppose the only constant in life is change.except for drath and taxes... but anyways, some change is good, some not so good. There is no sense in fearing change or being afraid of it. Embrace it... you never know what might come next.

The world is your oyster... whatever the hell that means... I like the glass half full or half empty. Its hard to see the glass as half full most of the time. Damn depression, its always there... and the negativity. Just trying to train my brain to stop with that shit.

Middle finger notables:
ICBC- just cause. evil, evil company (government owned to boot)
Chris Tubbs - next time obey stop lights... stupid f*ck.